if you could throw everything you had right now away and just try to start over someplace new, would you? all your relationships, friends, and most belongings would become nothing but a memory and you’d be left to just..try again. life gets really overwhelming sometimes and it’s so easy to drown in disappointments and failures and dwell over what could have been and what never was. i don’t know what the answers are in life, i dont know if i will ever find them…actually i’m starting to believe i won’t. my head, most of the time, is a broken record. i feel so incredibly unsatisfied with the paths i’ve chosen and the life i lead and it’s breaking me. god, i wish i knew how to feel ok.